It may be a re-experience of emotions from many years ago, which may even be painful past events that you have long forgotten or never mentioned in your life, or deeply repressed emotional experiences. Your consciousness, for the purpose of self-protection, has deeply repressed them, but they are actually hidden in the corner of your subconscious. As dreams reappear, the shadows of the past are gradually fading away, and you will fully immerse yourself in a new life.
Dreaming of strong emotions is a self-adjustment of the body, a way of relieving the troubles and anxieties buried in your body and mind many years ago.
Dreaming of despair is a good omen. It indicates that a sweet and happy life and a bright future are about to come. Therefore, dreams of despair are the opposite of real life – the more desperate the emotions in the dream, the more smooth things will be in real life.